Hi Byakuya, I just wanted to move this here since it's kind of a lot.
You know how I said my memories have been half and half? Well I've gotten some "normal" memories, but I've also had a bunch of definitely not normal ones. I thought they were about monsters at first but more recent memories make me wonder if they were ghosts or supernatural in general. I got attacked by them in some of the memories, and in others I was helping protect against them. I'm pretty sure I had powers? There was definitely magic involved though.
That is indeed quite a lot. It sounds like your other life must have been quite the fantasy. I'm glad that it sounds like you have some sort of power on hand to protect yourself.
Were you faring well in this memories? May I also ask how you feel as a result of these experiences?
Fantasy is definitely a word for it. Maybe tack horror onto it too because the creatures I've gotten memories about were no joke. One was a chair and tried to eat me. ;;;
As for how I feel... I don't really know yet. I was stressed out for a while, especially with that chair memory. But when I got memories of protecting others from those ghosts, I felt a bit better? And it also helped that I was never alone in dealing with them.
That sounds like it must have been a frightening experience. I'm sorry that you've had to contend with that attempted consumption.
But I am glad that you seem to be faring better, and proud to hear of your accomplishments. It seems you might be quite the capable ghost hunter, Roji. Impressive.
There's a longer pause after Byakuya's message gets the "read" notification. But eventually, a reply comes through.]
Funny you say that...
[??? That's pretty vague. And it seems like Roji recognizes that, because he follows it up.]
Sorry Byakuya!! I didn't mean to not address any of that. I really appreciate what you've said! I just got a memory from what I read in your message and was taken off guard.
I really have to thank you, because it what you said ended up giving me an important piece to the puzzle, I think.
Is that so? Heh. Those memories certainly work in mysterious ways.
I'm proud to have played such a role in your journey, and glad that you've obtained so important a piece in general. I do hope that whatever it is proves to be quite helpful.
Okay, you know how you mentioned ghost hunting? That's what I had a memory of. I think you were right. I think past me actually worked in supernatural investigation!
Supernatural investigation? Simply astounding! That certainly sounds like a noble and impressive profession, the likes of which are usually confined to the worlds of anime and video games! Somehow, Roji, you have become even more remarkable!
[It's a good thing Byakuya can't see the embarrassed look on Roji's face right now. He's still doing his best to take this all in.]
Ahaha... It really does sound like something out of an anime, huh? Definitely more out of the ordinary than what I've been up to now!
I get the sense that past me thought the same thing... That it was noble. I gotta hand it to him, it probably takes a lot of guts to go into that business. Just seeing those ghosts in memories is freaky enough!!
Indeed. I never believed in ghosts before Retrospec, so I've never had any reason to fear figments. But your other self must have been brave to stand up against true specters.
You would do well to remember that when you feel frightened. Within you lies the power of one who does battle with wayward spirits.
Same here... I mean, I'm not gonna lie and say I've never been freaked out by scary stories. But it was a totally different situation experiencing the ghosts in those memories. It makes me wonder if anything like them exists here in Recolle...
You have a really good point, though. I'll definitely remember. If that power ever stops being dormant...well, it'll be scary. But if the other me could handle it, then I should step up too.
[He totally passed a thoughtful glance down at his hands when Byakuya mentioned an inner power by the way, the nerd.]
Thanks, Byakuya. That really made me feel better about the whole thing. :)
I believe I've heard word of some spirit sightings around some areas. Should you wish to learn more, I am sure that there are others in the network who can inform you.
It may be scary. Change often is, especially these that of a seemingly impossible nature. But don't just measure yourself by your other self's ability. I know for a fact that you are an incredible person, and you can handle any hurdle that you set your sights on, so long as you seize that fate.
You are quite welcome, Roji. It's an honor for me to be able to provide some help to you.
[...again, it's a good thing Byakuya can't see Roji's face right now.
His reply is a little slow, but he doesn't leave things hanging for too long.]
Thanks for the tip! It might be a good idea to start poking around at the very least. Like...as a precaution.
That's so nice of you to say. Thank you so much Byakuya. I promise I'll remember this.
I'm so sorry, I wanted this to be an articulate response. But I can't think of the best way to word it. You're such an amazing and supportive friend and I'm so thankful to have gotten to know you. (〃>艸<〃)
That's fine. I feel your sentiment regardless, and I am humbled by it. I hope that I can continue to help you, however I can. Please feel free to come to me at any other times that you may need guidance, or just someone to listen to your problems. I take pride in being able to help someone like you, Roji.
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You know how I said my memories have been half and half? Well I've gotten some "normal" memories, but I've also had a bunch of definitely not normal ones. I thought they were about monsters at first but more recent memories make me wonder if they were ghosts or supernatural in general. I got attacked by them in some of the memories, and in others I was helping protect against them. I'm pretty sure I had powers? There was definitely magic involved though.
So...yeah. A lot.
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Were you faring well in this memories? May I also ask how you feel as a result of these experiences?
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As for how I feel... I don't really know yet. I was stressed out for a while, especially with that chair memory. But when I got memories of protecting others from those ghosts, I felt a bit better? And it also helped that I was never alone in dealing with them.
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But I am glad that you seem to be faring better, and proud to hear of your accomplishments. It seems you might be quite the capable ghost hunter, Roji. Impressive.
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There's a longer pause after Byakuya's message gets the "read" notification. But eventually, a reply comes through.]
Funny you say that...
[??? That's pretty vague. And it seems like Roji recognizes that, because he follows it up.]
Sorry Byakuya!! I didn't mean to not address any of that. I really appreciate what you've said! I just got a memory from what I read in your message and was taken off guard.
I really have to thank you, because it what you said ended up giving me an important piece to the puzzle, I think.
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I'm proud to have played such a role in your journey, and glad that you've obtained so important a piece in general. I do hope that whatever it is proves to be quite helpful.
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Okay, you know how you mentioned ghost hunting? That's what I had a memory of. I think you were right. I think past me actually worked in supernatural investigation!
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Ahaha... It really does sound like something out of an anime, huh? Definitely more out of the ordinary than what I've been up to now!
I get the sense that past me thought the same thing... That it was noble. I gotta hand it to him, it probably takes a lot of guts to go into that business. Just seeing those ghosts in memories is freaky enough!!
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You would do well to remember that when you feel frightened. Within you lies the power of one who does battle with wayward spirits.
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You have a really good point, though. I'll definitely remember. If that power ever stops being dormant...well, it'll be scary. But if the other me could handle it, then I should step up too.
[He totally passed a thoughtful glance down at his hands when Byakuya mentioned an inner power by the way, the nerd.]
Thanks, Byakuya. That really made me feel better about the whole thing. :)
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It may be scary. Change often is, especially these that of a seemingly impossible nature. But don't just measure yourself by your other self's ability. I know for a fact that you are an incredible person, and you can handle any hurdle that you set your sights on, so long as you seize that fate.
You are quite welcome, Roji. It's an honor for me to be able to provide some help to you.
: )
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His reply is a little slow, but he doesn't leave things hanging for too long.]
Thanks for the tip! It might be a good idea to start poking around at the very least. Like...as a precaution.
That's so nice of you to say. Thank you so much Byakuya. I promise I'll remember this.
I'm so sorry, I wanted this to be an articulate response. But I can't think of the best way to word it. You're such an amazing and supportive friend and I'm so thankful to have gotten to know you. (〃>艸<〃)
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You are always welcome. Now take care, Roji.